we are ∞

 I am Brittany, and I am 20, and I am in love.


"Mountains are the bones of the earth, their highest peaks are invariably those parts of its anatomy which in the plains lie buried under five and twenty thousand feet of solid thickness of superincumbent soil, and which spring up in the mountain ranges in vast pyramids or wedges, flinging their garment of earth away from them on each side."
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I’m all over the place right now. I want to move to Colorado. For the millionth time. I don’t know that I’m going to yet. There’s so much that could potentially hold me back, but there’s more pushing me to go. I’ll miss my parents, my brother, and my dog. I’ll miss Chloe when I need a laugh, or to vent, or to have my best friend just a few towns away. I’ll miss going to Apsara, and Brewed, and my two usual Targets. I’ll miss my boyfriend’s siblings who I absolutely love and admire and who are like family to me. But I won’t miss working hard at my job and never getting praise for it. I won’t miss fearing running into people that I don’t particularly enjoy seeing. I won’t miss this feeling of entrapment and discomfort that I feel, knowing I want to leave but may not. I just really want to breathe, and just go. Leave it all behind. Write my grandparents, Skype my brother and parents, send my dog treats in the mail, hold Dylan’s hand, drive past the state boarders and just fucking GO.

  1. chloboogers said: sounds like we need to hang out! miss you tons! by the way I think you should go! I know how much your like me and if I was in your position I would go! Start a new chapter, the ones you love arnt going anywhere. :)
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